I cannot watch graphic movies that include crime/murder/horror. People can judge me all they want for it, but I can't help it. First of all I don't like thinking about horrible things happening to people. I can recognize that it exists, but that doesn't mean I want to think about it. If I do think about it, I will be consistently paranoid.
Recently, the my Dad has been on a crime kick about true stories of people who have been murdered. I cook and this stuff is on tv, so as much as I try, no matter what I am hearing about it and thinking about it...
So then, when people stop talking to me because they are annoyed or whatever... I automatically assume they have been murdered now! What the heck, weirdo! I am just letting my imagination take over, and assume some freaky stuff. I wish I wasn't like this, because it is seriously a bit much.
So, after a short talk with a friend, she talked me out of worrying so much... and told me to avoid these shows. Looks like I'll be listening to my ipod tonight while cooking.
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